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intro
01:25
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2. |
sated
02:28
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think i drank away the part of me that knows how to be sated
left aggravated
it’s hard for me to think that these two things aren’t related
debilitated
now i’m stuck with this mess drunkenly created
so frustrated
think i drank away the part of me that gives a fuck
i exist by pure luck
so done drowning myself in muck
i exist by pure luck
i’m not that sad
but you can’t get back
what is forfeit
still kinda mad
that i’ve got this crack
it’s so morbid
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3. |
mass of my dread
04:09
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~going through the motions again~
could go for a cigarette
but what’s the point of five minutes i’ll regret
just trying to get ahead
but i’m weighed down by the mass of my dread
i have made zero progress
i’ve been going backwards instead
what’d i expect?
from me me me me me me me
i can’t relate to anyone
i’m just that god damn deep
going through the motions again
just trying to sate the hell in my head
cannot remember why or when
i blurred the lines of real and pretend
did i leave behind a loose end
because this feels a lot like revenge
of course i did
i’m cold and i run away from problems
only because i’m not equipped to solve them
could go for a cigarette
but what’s the point of five minutes i’ll regret
just trying to get ahead
but i’m weighed down by the mass of my dread
going through the motions again
just trying to sate the hell in my head
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4. |
she
01:28
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i knew this girl who use to have the world
then she drank too much wine
and she fucking hurled
use to gobble up menthol cigarettes
switched to reds
coughed all night then went to lights
she’s probably all you want
she’s everything i’m not
you’d probably like her more
she’s not a fucking bore
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5. |
everything blows
02:16
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i want to cry
i want to lie
in my bed all day long
i want to sate
the hell my head
but it’s so damn hard
so much fucking work
i can’t believe this is my fate
everything blows
and i can’t even tell you why
will i feel
this way until i die
have i felt this way
my whole life
it seems like it
the hell in my brain
wants me down, and wants me dead
wish i had control
of my mood of my head
so much fucking work
i can’t believe this is my fate
everything blows
and i can’t even tell you why
will i feel
this way until i die
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6. |
not much to show
02:41
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throwing my phone into the fire
bet you didn’t think i was a liar
just needed a line to inspire
me to begin to conspire
all i wanna do is satisfy my desire
all i wanna do is satisfy my desire
put a hook here
put a hook here
how do i sate the hell in my head
all revved up
with nowhere to go
i’ve got this far
with not much to show
put a hook here
put a hook here
how do i sate the hell in my head
all revved up
with nowhere to go
i’ve got this far
with not much to show
all i wanna do is satisfy my desire
all i wanna do is satisfy my desire
put a hook here
put a fucking here
all revved up
with nowhere to go
i’ve got this far
with not much to show
ivrytower is just a phase
i’ll be bored in a couple of days
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7. |
grey
02:13
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another off day
day after day
it’s another off day
it’s all tinted grey
what else can i say
going through the motions
lacking any motive
why do i always feel
like i am exploding
barely get out of bed
fuck the hell in my head
how can i get paid
when i’m miserable and hating
everything and everyone
fuck the birds and fuck the sun
i just really want to go back to sleep soon
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8. |
shady
02:25
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wish i wasn’t so depressed
wish i wasn’t so damn pressed
to the sate the hell in my head
but otherwise i’d want me dead
i’m going through the motions
know i’ve said it all before
barely have the fucking courage
to step foot out my front door
id rather stay at my desk
and write these stupid songs
than be stressed out at my day job
missing my cat and my bong
it’s more than being lazy
every day is fucking hazy
my head is out to get me
my head is out to get me
(everyday is out to get me)
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