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fthimh

by ivahka glass

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1.
intro 01:25
2.
sated 02:28
think i drank away the part of me that knows how to be sated left aggravated it’s hard for me to think that these two things aren’t related debilitated now i’m stuck with this mess drunkenly created so frustrated think i drank away the part of me that gives a fuck i exist by pure luck so done drowning myself in muck i exist by pure luck i’m not that sad but you can’t get back what is forfeit still kinda mad that i’ve got this crack it’s so morbid
3.
~going through the motions again~ could go for a cigarette but what’s the point of five minutes i’ll regret just trying to get ahead but i’m weighed down by the mass of my dread i have made zero progress i’ve been going backwards instead what’d i expect? from me me me me me me me i can’t relate to anyone i’m just that god damn deep going through the motions again just trying to sate the hell in my head cannot remember why or when i blurred the lines of real and pretend did i leave behind a loose end because this feels a lot like revenge of course i did i’m cold and i run away from problems only because i’m not equipped to solve them could go for a cigarette but what’s the point of five minutes i’ll regret just trying to get ahead but i’m weighed down by the mass of my dread going through the motions again just trying to sate the hell in my head
4.
she 01:28
i knew this girl who use to have the world then she drank too much wine and she fucking hurled use to gobble up menthol cigarettes switched to reds coughed all night then went to lights she’s probably all you want she’s everything i’m not you’d probably like her more she’s not a fucking bore
5.
i want to cry i want to lie in my bed all day long i want to sate the hell my head but it’s so damn hard so much fucking work i can’t believe this is my fate everything blows and i can’t even tell you why will i feel this way until i die have i felt this way my whole life it seems like it the hell in my brain wants me down, and wants me dead wish i had control of my mood of my head so much fucking work i can’t believe this is my fate everything blows and i can’t even tell you why will i feel this way until i die
6.
throwing my phone into the fire bet you didn’t think i was a liar just needed a line to inspire me to begin to conspire all i wanna do is satisfy my desire all i wanna do is satisfy my desire put a hook here put a hook here how do i sate the hell in my head all revved up with nowhere to go i’ve got this far with not much to show put a hook here put a hook here how do i sate the hell in my head all revved up with nowhere to go i’ve got this far with not much to show all i wanna do is satisfy my desire all i wanna do is satisfy my desire put a hook here put a fucking here all revved up with nowhere to go i’ve got this far with not much to show ivrytower is just a phase i’ll be bored in a couple of days
7.
grey 02:13
another off day day after day it’s another off day it’s all tinted grey what else can i say going through the motions lacking any motive why do i always feel like i am exploding barely get out of bed fuck the hell in my head how can i get paid when i’m miserable and hating everything and everyone fuck the birds and fuck the sun i just really want to go back to sleep soon
8.
shady 02:25
wish i wasn’t so depressed wish i wasn’t so damn pressed to the sate the hell in my head but otherwise i’d want me dead i’m going through the motions know i’ve said it all before barely have the fucking courage to step foot out my front door id rather stay at my desk and write these stupid songs than be stressed out at my day job missing my cat and my bong it’s more than being lazy every day is fucking hazy my head is out to get me my head is out to get me (everyday is out to get me)

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released September 18, 2020

all songs produced, written, and recorded by ivahka glass

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